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15 December 2008 @ 01:22 pm
Okay, so there's an ice storm happening at the moment. That's not so hot. Um, I was supposed to be job hunting today, but that's not really happening.

So, the rest of my day is going to occupied by sitting at Chelsea's house, drinking cocoa, and playing monopoly. Fabulous.

Anyway, I plan on revamping my lj soon, so yeah... =]
 
 
Current Location: chelsea's car.
Current Music: ashlee simpson.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
15 November 2008 @ 01:21 pm
Okay, so driving for hours is not my idea of fun. Thanks so much, Mister Sidekick LX for entertaining me. Its adorably brown and wonderful.

Anyway, my theory is the scientific community needs to get on the making of a teleportation machine. Seriously. It would make my life so much easier.

But, we're on our way to see Sweeney Todd at the Fox Theatre. Beautiful. The staging is apparently consisting of ten people, who are also the musicians. I'm super intrigued.

Anyway, in true emo fashion, I'm gonna try to keep my lj updated this weekend.

xoxo, t
 
 
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: none.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
15 July 2008 @ 09:38 am
hmm.  
So, I'm often confused. This is one of those times, and it doesn't help that I'm dwelling on past weirdness...and while we're on that particular statement...

Happy Birthday, Max.

Signing off.
 
 
Current Location: in bed, via 'kick
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: none. odd.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
08 July 2008 @ 10:22 pm

So, to start out...at least I only neglected this for a month this time.  Definitely less long than my previous gap.  Of course, I don't have much to say, so I don't know how appealing this will be to anyone.  Um, yeah.

I made something cool today. 
awesome.
Yep, weird subject matter for me, but I really, really love it so I thought I'd share.  I'm doing a lot better with graphics lately, selective coloring is completely and utterly fun.

I'm currently drinking pepsi right now.  I think I'm about to go lay in bed, don't know if I'll actually sleep or not.  Tomorrow, I'm picking Sarah up, and then going to Chelsea's house.  We're all going into town to do a bit of browsing for things we're going to buy when we move, and probably snag some lunch.  Mexican sounds yummy.  But, that's usually what we eat.  

Anyway, going. I'll try to be more interesting later.

 
 
Current Location: in front of the comp.
Current Mood: ...in need of a massage.
Current Music: we both go down together -- the decemberists
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
12 June 2008 @ 07:28 am
First of all this post is via my Sidekick III, one dream achieved. Exciting, eh?

Secondly, I've had a pretty great week. Monday, I went to St. Louis to see Mister Guiterrez, and it was an amazing time. He was amazingly entertaining and insightful, not that I expected anything else.

I actually drove in St. Louis, too, which was new.

This week, I haven't done too much. All of my family is camping except for me. *shrug*

Tonight, hanging with Chelsea and Sarah. Gonna go see Zohan, fun shal be had. Good hangs to be had, I'm sure.

Xoxo, t
 
 
Current Location: work (on 'kick)
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: lucy in the sky with diamonds
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
04 June 2008 @ 10:54 am

What words do you find wise enough to live by?


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"Morality is Temporary, Wisdom is Permanent."
 
 
Current Location: sarah's.
Current Music: juno.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
..random conversation between my lovely karanna and myself. some people will find it amusing, others will not. johnny depp epiphany spawned by 'kiddies.' again, some will get it, some will not. I'm the "T", and she's the "C." 

T: things i do have an intense love for... 
T: johnny depp 
T: who is presenting an award at the MTV movie awards 
T: everyone go...WTF.
C: *shrug* he's johnny depp 
T: he usually skips all the awards shows, how is he presenting this crap? 
C: he keeps the kiddies guessing 
T: ...the kiddies? 
T: God, are you johnny depp!? 
C: ah, damn, you figured me out after all these years. 
C: yes, tiffany, i am johnny depp. 
T: oh my god, this is the best day ever! i love you so much. 
T: but you probably knew that..you, sly devil, you. 
T: wanna get married? 
C: well since i am deeply and irrevocably in love with you, yes.
C: let us be married tomorrow! 
T: that's wonderful, where would you like to meet? 
C: i'll send a plane for you, we'll meet in paris! 
T: oh, lovely! 
T: what about Vanessa? 
T: and the kiddies? 
C: ill send the whore packing 
C: and the kiddies will adore you 
T: oh, splendid. 
T: is tim going to be your best man? 
C: no, i shall have no best man 
T: are we simply eloping? 
C: that we are! 
C: who needs the crowd? 
T: not me. I just need your amazingly gorgeous self 
C: Glad to hear it 
C: now, im off to watch legends of the fall, my darling, i shall see you the morrow! 
T: alright, my love, i am simply going to sleep and dream of our lovely wedding tomorrow. i can not wait to see you. 
C: goodnight 

p.s. like that user pic? made it myself. i'm branching out into icons. mostly focusing on selective color at the moment. go me. off to bed now, i guess. woo. ten days until i see hey! chris. life is currently good. ...well, assuming i can actually sleep when i go into bed. stupid insomnia.
 
 
Current Location: compy.
Current Mood: suffering from insomnia.
Current Music: none, oddly enough.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
sitting at chelsea's.
we're discussing how she doesn't have a brain since she just thinks johnny depp is 'cute.' what a freak. she's dancing. dancing chelsea. she's so adorable. we're about to watch 'a night at the roxbury.' she just put it in. i'm excited. richard freakin' grieco. we just watched the theatrical trailer first, for some reason. weird. hahaha. oh well, totally worth it for the laughter. lmao. something is weird with this disc, i think, it only lets us watch the theatrical trailer. she's restarting the dvd player. maybe it will work now. the answer is 'no.' it is not working!! WHAT IS WRONG?!?! Oh well, we shall simply use the playstation two instead.

now for something completely different, yesterday i purchased something extraordinary. what you might ask, well, i will tell you gentle viewer, THIS!



It is exceptionally, I can't wait to live somewhere where it can rest comfortably on a table as a lovely conversation piece. haha.

Now, chelsea is on the computer, as well. She is doing something. Hmm. I wonder what. Interesting. lmao.

Oh, okay, going to focus on the movie now.
RICHARD GRIECO.

oh speaking of richard grieco....a twenty-one jumpstreet movie?? i can't talk about this yet. *shakes head*

xoxo,t
 
 
Current Music: dear jenny-the dresden dolls
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
15 May 2008 @ 03:10 pm
i do not want to go to my brother's house for his birthday.  my mother is guitl tripping me into doing so, even thuogh he didn't so much as call me on my birthday.  not that i expected it.  -frown-  i'm hoping i can convince them to let me take my car to town, so i can come home after we eat, so i'm not stuck up there all night.  though, i don't know how i'll fare with that paricular feat, as they'll probably complain about me wasting gas. sigh, sigh, sigh.

in other news.  i purchased more movies today.  i don't think i've commented on it here, but a few days ago, i purchased nine movies at hastings for 27 dollars.  i did the same thing today, but i gave three of the movies to jeremy, since they were all a penny each and he picked them out. i was just in a generous mood today.  three freakin' cents! lmao.

yeah, i don't feel like posting here now. im annoyed. 

-sips on strawberry limeade-

xoxo,t
 
 
Current Location: here.
Current Mood: bah humbug.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle

What vegetable or fruit do you relate to most?


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Hmm. An apricot perhaps, I'm not sure how I relate to it, but they're one of my favorite fruits.  Also, they're a more obscure answer, which I guess answers my question where it falls in relation to me. =]
 
 
Current Location: compy.
Current Music: number five with a bullet
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
i'm feeling much more chipper today.  though, im not sure that takes much effort considering the mood that i was in yesterday.  i'm currently sitting in my pjs in front of my computer screen, yeah, im just that awesome.  i just don't feel like wearing real pants currently.  i'm sipping on a glass of jones cream soda, and just...chilling.  it's been a long time since i've done that.  i'm not allowing myself to stress about school, or any of that, i'm just having a quiet evening at my house, listening to some music, chatting with some friends, and planning some ridiculous events of the roleplay nature.  fun times, indeed.

i don't have much to say here, except that i feel much better about how things are laying out in my life.  it didnt take much.  just, it really takes a lot of effort to forget about something completely, and i've realized that it's honestly just so much better to embrace the things that you know you can't change.  let that be a lesson, gentle reader.

xoxo,t
 
 
Current Location: b l a h
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: the pros and cons of breathing
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
it is really difficult to learn things about the people that you think you know.  some of which you've only known half truths about in the past, and others that were complete and blatant lies to your face.  all of it hurts just the same. especially when you're great friends with both people who are informing you of opposing sides.  which one is telling the truth?  it is so much easier to want to believe the positive side, that you haven't been lied to for the past...oh, three years.  that the other person you've always trusted just a little bit less is lying to you.  but, when you start to fill in the blanks...you have all the doubt.  sigh.

i wish i could remember when life got so complicated.  the simplicity of youth has faded far from my mind, and i feel like i've grown up too soon.  i'm not really sure how that happened, but the carefree lifestyle that i used to dream about doesn't really feel so carefree.  it doesn't make things easier that i'm in college and have a job.  sure, i have more 'freedom', but the masses of insanity that pile into my schedule don't make life any less stressed.  there's nothing that i want to do in this area, and to top it all off....well, i miss the friends that i used to have.  i miss when they didn't all decide that they hated one another, and had so many issues that they couldn't put behind them.  seriously, i don't know half the people that i used to surround myself with anymore, and i can't help but think that maybe i'm pushing them all away.  i've had a very large string of "best friends" that have left me behind, and changed themselves completely.  am i stuck in some kind of idiotic lifestyle, where i just shove everyone away?

well, this is getting really, really emo and my thoughts are all over the place. i honestly don't want to be dwelling on this, but i'm just so confused about who i am, who i used to be, and what i'm destined to become.  not to mention, that i'm so completely unsure of who to believe anymore.  sigh.

the only thing worse than not knowing, is you thinking that i don't know...

xoxo,t
 
 
Current Mood: numb
Current Music: your winter.
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
10 May 2008 @ 06:23 pm

 Livejournal.  Oh, how I have neglected you.  It feels like sixty years since I've been here.  So much has changed in my life, but I am most definitely not in the mood to talk about all of that.  I just want to bask in the awesomeness that is LJ.  So, woo.

I have a day off work tomorrow, and simply can not wait to veg out. Though, of course, I do have church on the morrow. At this point, I don't know if I'll be going to the lake with Sarah and her family, or if I'll be staying at home and waiting for my parents to return.  My mother is supposed to call me, and let me know what time she'll be back home from St. Louis, so that I can properly plan.  I called her earlier, but we've been playing phone tag.  The only thing I know is that she was at the zoo.  Lucky, lucky.  I want her to bring me home a penguin.  Or a bunny.  Do they keep bunnies in the zoo??  A part of me wishes that they would so my mommy could steal one, and the other, larger part of me says that they don't keep bunnies in the zoo...and I kind of hope that part is right because I would find it intensely sad if they did.

Hmm.  I think all my rambling LJ posts start out the same way.  With me...well, rambling.  It's raining outside, and I wish that I could go outside and enjoy it.  Stupid job.  Sigh.  Oh well.  I bought an umbrella recently and now it spends its time occupying my floorboard.  I've only had to use it ....twice.  Once a few days ago, and then at the My Chemical Romance show in St. Louis last weekend.  I hate that it's already been a week since I attended that amazing show.  Unfortunate.  Especially since they won't be touring again for, oh, approximately two years.  'Cause they're "getting old", according to Mister Gerard Way, and they have to rest their old, tired bodies.  Haha.  He's so adorable.

I really didn't spend too much money while I was in St. Louis, in fact, I only bought the new Mindless Self Indulgence album, which is totally rocking my face off at this point in time.  It's truly amazing, and I just want to dance to it constantly.  It's been basically the only thing I've played in my car for a week, I actually just changed it out today and put in 'Take This to Your Grave.'  I'm unsure how long that will last, until I want to put the new MSI album back in.  haha.

In other news concerning the weekend, I finally have my voice back for the most part.  Also, it's nearly summer, and I honestly can't wait.  I'm so ready to be done with school for the semester, I'm just hoping that I do okay, I've slacked SO much lately.  It's horrible, but it's true.  I just haven't had the motivation to go at all, I have become so...I don't even know how to describe it.  Just completely numb and lifeless with what I'm doing with my life.  It's not what I want to do, I don't want to be in this area, but at the moment...well, it's where I have to be.  Though, when I finally do get to leave there is so much that I will have to leave behind.  And that part is terrifying.

I'm currently suffering from a bit of a headache.  Well, actually, a lot of a headache.  I took some meds, but it hasn't done much for me as of yet, and that was a while ago, which means that it probably won't do much for me...at all.  I still have over five hours at work and I'm positively and completely exhausted and ready to go home.  Sigh.

In other news, I definitely need to buy some new shoes.  My latest pair of black chuckeroos are completely trashed.  I also just need to invest in some more jeans.  Hmm.

As some of you may have noticed, the lovely Sarah completely revamped my LJ for me.  I sincerely appreciate all of the work that she put into it, 'cause I know that all of the coding was a complete and utter jerk.  I believe that she had to use a layout that we initially hadn't decided on.  I feel like I'm completely imposing on her.

S0, I suppose this is me signing off.  Look for more interesting, focused, insightful, and ...less ADD...posts in the future.

xoxo,t

 
 
Current Location: work.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: 'cupid, draw back your bow.'
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
11 December 2006 @ 07:15 pm
So, my face is numb. I do not like this one bit.
I just ate some soup, but I'm not sure why since I couldn't actually taste it. *sigh* this is a horrible experience.  My EYE was even numb, and my ear, which is getting slightly less numb now which is making itch because it's all...tingly.

It's intensely annoying to drink anything as well.

Speaking of drinking, the dentist made me smile while he talked about his love for vodka while he was doing my fillings. Funny, funny, funny.

I have to read Wuthering Heights by Wednesday, and Kody is bringing it to me tomorrow. I guess I won't be doing a lot of rping tomorrow night, which means Max will be on for at least 6 hours. *sigh* I have nothing to do until he gets online. No one is online again, it's making me bored. Dangit.

Anyway, I guess that I shall go. I don't want to ramble...
OHHHHHHHH! But I took a shower with a spider this morning, he was just chilling on his little web while I was showering. It was very surreal. He's probably still in there.

xoxo,
t
 
 
Current Location: dead
Current Mood: Bloody numb!
Current Music: Early Sunsets Over Monroeville--MCR
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
07 December 2006 @ 07:54 pm
So, I think I'm going to go to bed. Or at least nap and get back online and stuff later. I feel kinda sick, and also my neck and back are killing me. I want a bloody masasge. *sniffles*

I love acidic soda.

It's kinda creeping me out. My dad is watching some movie and the guy's name is 'Max' and someone uses a taser to attack people and everytime that they are about to kill someone they play that ...'little red riding hood, you sure are looking good...' song. Which reminds me of the clip that I have of Gerard singing that when he's so intensely drunk. Weird.

So, Saturday is the johnny depp-a-thon...so exciting. Johnny Depp=<3.

Anyway, I think I'm going to go for a bit.

xoxo,
t
 
 
Current Mood: FREEZING!
Current Music: some movie in the backgrounddddddddddd
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
24 November 2006 @ 09:33 pm
So, I stole this idea from my friend, (karanna1 on my friendlist), because she posts our conversations all the time, and I thought it was hilarious.  So, anyway, here's one of my conversations ...from tonight, actually.
<3
 
 
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: The End--MCR
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
24 November 2006 @ 05:31 pm
I don't actually remember anything I've done since Saturday, except for Thanksgiving Day and Today.

Umm, yesterday Emily was over here and we slept most of the day and also ate.  We watched the Thanksgiving ep of Buffy, and Tim Burton's short film "Vincent."  I love it so much.

vincent malloy is seven years old...

Today, I got up around 9, and Jeremy came over here and while my family went shopping; Jeremy, Emily, and I went to town as well.  We went to hastings and I bought 2 of the old George Romero movies...yay! Dawn of the Dead and the usually forgotten Day of the Dead (both well-loved by gerard...) and also bought the issue of Blender that I'd been looking for.  Then, we went to Las Margaritas and ate some mexican. yummy.

Then, after I got back home, I took emily home.  Not long after that my parents got home, and after realizing that my dog had been missing most of the day my father went out looking for him.  He's been in really bad shape lately, won't eat, etc, but he's really, REALLY, old.  So, my dad found him out in the field behind our house, and he's suffering a lot so they just went to town to have him put to sleep. 

I'm depressed.  He ws my puppy dog. I picked him out when he was little. I mean, I've had him since I was four. *pout*

Stupid time.
 
 
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: none...
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
18 November 2006 @ 11:50 pm
So, I've had a semi-eventful week, I suppose.  Wednesday I found out that I was in NME, and Thursday i went to the Dentist for the third time in my life. And found out that I had my first cavities ever.  Seven of them to be exact. Freakin' seven. They're itsy bitsy though, like smaller than the size of a needle head.  *Ahh! needle!* and now, I have to have them filled which means there will be a NEEDLE in my MOUTH. *sobs hysterically*

I have to get up early and make cookies before church in the morning.  Darn it. If I hadn't seen Max, I would probably have gotten off the computer and made the cookies tonight like I was supposed to.  Darn my alter-ego, and her love for Maximillian Xavier Morales.  lol.  They're cute though, so whatever.

I bought a new magazine today.  The December issue of Revolver...it has AFI on the cover, and article with MCR in it.  it's nice.  Also, someone was trying to smuggle out an mcr poster from another magazine, one of those like J-14 magazines, and apparently was interrupted so when I started looking at the magazine on my way home, I found an extra bonus.  Yay! Well, not yay that I unknowingly stole the poster, but yay about the poster! muhahaha. Someone else in my town is insane like me...*ponders* It was probably Chelsea, lol.

I drank a Coke: Zero today.  That was wonderful. 

The not-so-wonderful bits were that I had to go to a visitation last night and a funeral today for my friend's step-grandmother. If that makes sense. I did get to see my friend, Jami, and her son Damian, who is getting so big.  It's so weird, since she's only two days older than me.  Ahhh. Weirdness. I feel like I'm so much less grown up than her now, even though she's only 2 days older than me.  *sigh* odd.

but before i went to the visitation last night, we stopped at this gas station for Josh to get gas in his truck.  (My brother=josh).  Anyway, I get out and go inside to buy something to drink and this guy comes in, and is singing.  I'm looking around, becuase he had a nice voice, and I was like..who is that....and he came around the aisle where I was studying the soda freezers, and I picked up a bottle of Peach Papaya juice, and he was like, "C'mon, Girl, it's friday night you better be mixing that with something..." It was amusing to me.  And I was just like, "Nah," and he just kinda grinned at me as I headed to the counter, and he went towards the alcohol. 

I found this really rad software today at the Dollar Tree. You don't even have to install it, just stick it in  the comp and it's like a mini-library.  It has over 1,000 pieces of literature.  From books, to essays, to poetry, and you just chose the one you want and it opens it in Word.  It's glorious, and definitely worth the dollar that I paid for it. muhahahahaha.

I also bought some new lip gloss, a photo album, earrings, odd cough drops, body spray (vanilla=love), and some other crap.

Last night I bought a new notebook, and the cover is now thoroughly decorated but I need to switch all my papers over and stuff.

We wrote an essay in class on Thursday and Friday, but since I wasn't there on Thursday,  I just had to write it on Friday ...in less than an hour.  It's about e-friends and real friends.  it's a classification essay.  Kody, Emily, and I all did the same topic.  i'm sure we're all going to get suck grades, but hey, what can you do? lol

Anyway, I guess i'm going to go for the evening.  Finish drinking this little bit of soda, then put on my pjs, see if I can get my cd to work so I can play so mellow MCR in my room (I hate using my trashed portable cd player when my stereo refuses to work), and then go to sleep.  Did I mention the getting up early to make cookies?  Double Chocolate Chip.  Thank God for being Baptist, tomorrow we're having Thanksgiving Dinner after church and I am uber excited. muhaahahah!

Oh, and I can't wait to read the story that Mark is writing for Emily and I .  *dances about spazzily* It's going to be marvelous. 

well, sleep.

<3 xoxo.
Tiffany
 
 
Current Location: meow.
Current Mood: singing
Current Music: Dead!--My Chemical Romance
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
16 November 2006 @ 11:41 pm
p.s.  
if you wanna check it out ...here's a link to the scans. these aren't super high quality, but there they are...check it...the review for cancer.
http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/2050237.html#cutid1
 
 
thexbatxbuckle
17 October 2006 @ 07:16 am

...have you ever wanted to go to an event, walk up and be like, "It's cool, I'm on the list, check it out." and then the big, massively huge, yet idiotic bouncer looks at the list and there you are.  And you're ushered inside much to the dismay of the crowd behind you. 

Well, I get to take part in that exact thing this Saturday.  Well, kinda.  Emily, Chelsea, and I are going to go to the Kids in the Way show, (YAY!) and we're on the list to buy "advanced tickets" but since they're not yet printed out, we're just on "The list" so we save two dollars by contacting Adam (the owner) in advance.  So, we get to go up and be all, "hey, we're on the list" etc. So very exciting.

Hm, I don't really have much to talk about.

Except earlier today I was in my "History and Appreciation of Literature" class, and we were talking about Sonnets and the teacher inquired as to whether we thought that men were more romantic and i stated that for the most part the guys i know were hopeless romantics.  So, Kody grabs me and clings to me, and is like hugging me, and we're an ITV class so this other school was watching us and some of them were laughing, but then this girl in the back row got mad and freaked out basically telling the teacher that she owned Kody, and it was the teachers fault for kody hugging me, etc. What is that about?!? lol.  We've never even met the class that we connect with! 

Also, I should be looking up a topic for a persuasive essay but I just can't bring myself to do so. Hmm. I suck. Ugh! The crazy teacher will be at our school tomorrow for one-on-one time.  I'm doomed. 

The Prestige comes out tomorrow, I want to see it.  Along with The Nightmare Before Christmas: 3D, but I'm supposed to see that on the 24th after buying the New MCR album. Heck Yes!

Well, I suppose Ill stop rambling.
Meow.
<3 xoxo, 
Tiffany

 
 
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: all i want for christmas is you--MCR (yeah, i'm lame)